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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 17:44:06 GMT

ummm . . . . . broken . . . . . i hate my life i hate every thing thats happening to me everything is goin wrong for no apperant reason . . . . he siad he loved me and then he went and did all these things he wasnt supposed to do b cuz he promised and yes i did some things wrong but i stopped . . . . i stopped all the bullshit i was just being bitter and mean b cuz i was fed up with all the bull shit and everything you no . . . . . . i feel like there is nothing left and i no i can come back from this but . . . . . may b there is no use you no whatever . . . . . . . i need to pick my self back up and i no whoever is readin this is prolly ummm . . . . weirded out or alil non sympathetic b cuz they dont no the story or they just dont care . . . heres some picks to help everyone feel better:

this is a really good movie

blue crush another good movie

a beautiful strong women

cathrine zeta jones when she was sexy . . . she let herself go alil i think

sexy orlando bloom

brad pitt jennifer less. . . 40 and hott as hell

my chemical romance

well thats pretty much it for today b cuz ima go back to bed were i been all day and all nite lol mmmhmmm it only seems rite to b there all nite . . . . love sucks . . . . . . love me (( comment me ))

Saturday, February 19, 2005

Sat, 19 Feb 2005 14:25:07 GMT

ok yesterday was a horrible day . . . . . my boyfriend/friend transferred to sacred heart the most horrible place he could ever go . . .i was so pissed and i was cryin . . . . nd i cant trust him and he says he cant trust me so i tried to call it off and he was arguing and yellin at me and he was like it cant b over and all this shit . . i dont understand why he wont let me go the kid has doen some horrible things to me and likes other peopel but wont let me go i love him to death and i would do ne thing for him so i figure if it was ment to b then we will just find eachother later in life or after high school you no . . . his family doenst liek me and i love him i dont no wut to do but it feels as if the whole world is fallin . . . . i dont . . . . im not really sure what ima do this weekend for the past couple weekends i been at partys so this weekened might end up with a movie or just me in bed layin around . . . idk well ne one got comments send them my way b cuz you pll are alil not chatty . . love me
heres a pic to make ya smile:

music:

Monday, February 14, 2005

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 22:43:09 GMT

mmhmmm today is valentines day and i got roses and a bear and candy and a video game but the coolest most romantic thing i got was a star in the sky . . . like in a walk to remeber . . . . i got a star certified to me and its well got my name and itwas born on the day that me and my ummm . . (( friend )) started goin out wen we were goin out . . . . lol isnt that cute lol i think so wut ever tho some pppl prolly think its corny but i deff dont do mhn . . . heres a sexy guy tho for fun to look at happy valentines day every one this is my gift:

mark looks really good here love the scrub look (( hint hint ))

but i feel bad cause there are only guys up here s here you go for the guys who look at the site lol sorry : heres a hott body for you guys

im goin to see these guys on march ninth (( hawthorne hieghts))

along with these guys (( sugar cult ))

mmhmm somemore bands i like:

gee my sexy travis in another band :

a.f.i.

my idol: body looks smile every thing :
no matter wut kinda hair no matter wut kinda clothes

even sweating with a dot on her head

o0o well ima go and let you ppl send some comments (( that would be me hinting to you to send some commenets my way ))

Monday, February 07, 2005

Mon, 07 Feb 2005 18:55:57 GMT

mmhmmmm. . . . dont you love it wen some one says one thing to some one and some thing else to another i love how the whole world works that way . . . . . this has happened in three incodents today . . . . . mmhmmm ya it feels really good to be played or lied to . but wutever b cuz at the rate my life is going right now with this hole living with my aunt situation and havin no money and no privliges . . . . ill prolly amount to nothing in the long run. wut ever tho who needs ne thing ne more . . . . when thew whole world is focused on the one person and not the whole!!! thats the way i see it . . . . you make friends you loose em you love ppl they treat you bad you tust some one they run there mouth . . . . can you ever really win till your dead??i think not . . . . so i guess ill leave this entry off on a good note by askin if ne one has ne more music ideas and or if ne one really cares about this web log . . . . wut ever heres some sex ppl too look at for a while.

alittle bit of incubus ne one??

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

Wed, 26 Jan 2005 13:42:40 GMT

Hey i just woke up and checked my mail . . . . i wanna no who is a @ aol.com b cuz they took my quiz and they kept themselves secret and they thought i had a crush on tim mcacrthy and i just wanna see who ya are b cuz you passed my quiz and thats more then most ppl can say so who are you . . . . . . but i do wanna send a shout out to my lady marie for gettin a 100 none of ya can beat that bitches !!!!! mr. or mrs. a send a shout to me i wanna no ....................................... love me

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 19:42:34 GMT

Hey guys Brian i hope you like i took your plea and i put Linkin PArk in there even tho i do not think they are the quedicential rock band . . . . but other wise that mhmmmm mid terms . . ok i thought that i did really good and that i was gonna pass b cuz thats just wut i thought and plus i tried really hard. i even memorized every single history vocab word and wut do you think happens?? i got a freakin 73 like wut the hell is that . . . . then in english (( you no the subject were all you do if freakin read and write )) a subject i usually do good on i got a freakin 71 . . . . so if you average that then i get a 72 all together b cuz our classes are combined (( just history and english )) for some gay reason but wutever . . . . . im just so mad b cuz it seems like the time you actully do good in some thing you start to think your like awsome in the end your just as bad as last year . . . . (( mayb a little better )) ne wayz as for cool stuff ima go to a hawthorne hieghts concert (( oh and switch foot )) in march . . which should b fun with my cousin and her ummm . . . friend carm and gary and larry and may b this chiclet ang. cant wait for that lol ........mhmmm more exciting news i just got my braces worked on yesterday and they siad i should have them off ne time now lol im so happy (( did i for get to tell you i have braces )) you think ima geek now im really not ..... ill have to get a pic up here some time. lol ne wayz other wise that they pullll half my teeth in to the other direction so im kinda in pain and havent eatin since yesterday 2:15 (( even b for that )) so ill loose acouple pounds yay im happy . . . . . now i dont think im fat but i wieght more than i used to which isnt cool i guess b cuz ppl keep tellin me i need to get back to my old fit self wut ever . . . . .. well thats all for today ttyguys later love me

please help and send some comments my way ______ love ya lots

Saturday, January 22, 2005

Sat, 22 Jan 2005 01:47:07 GMT

hey guys . . . . i been tryin to get a variety of music up here so if you got ne suggestions or would like to hear certian songs played while you check this hsit out just tell me or post some kinda comment ok lol c ya love . . me

Thursday, January 20, 2005

Thu, 20 Jan 2005 00:24:30 GMT

wanna learn alittle more about me ?? tell me wut you think later ?? peace out . . . . love me
name? Allysha
middle name? Marie (( like every one else ))
dream last name? Its a secret
birthday? May 1
you live in? connecticut (( wut fun ))
favorite store? pac sun and hot topic
like someone? every day

**friends**
bestest: none . . . never had a friend i could call the best they all suck ass
funniest: noone is that funny . . . . mmhmm . . . . tony??
sluttiest: prolly me other wise that lauren lol love you tho
known for the longest: erica
known for the shortest: steph
can trust the most: never trust any one
cannot trust: everyone

***school***
first period? chemistry
second period? study hall
third? history/english
fourth? history/ english
fifth?cooking mmmmmhmmmmm i love food
sixth? french . . . . je fe (( im hungry ))
seventh? algebra 2 . . . die mrs. tibbals
what time do you get out? 1:50
get to school? like 6:55
first class starts? 7: ummm . . . 30 ???
favorite class: none i love the hall ways and lucnch . . . if ne thing cooking
easiest class: cooking and french . . . . study hall is not easy trust me

*****MeTeRiAl GiRl!*****
favoirte store? pac sun hot topic in the middle of both
favoirte brand? tilt (( jeans mostly and panties lol he he he ))
do u have anything from ROXY? yes t shirts
do u have anything from quicksilver? more t shirts
do u have anything from hot topic? like 100 millins things lol and actully i got an afi shirt from there on rite now lol
do u have anything from victorias secret? no im scared to walk in there and see ne one
do u wear perfume? no body spray its better for the o zone
do u wear make up? a little (( eyeliner and chapstick ))
do you like shopping? only if i have a lot of money

******This or That******
Pepsi or Coke? pepsi
Strawberry or Bannana? strawberry
Lindsay or Hilary? neither there both slutty posers so none
flip phone or reg? flip if its a cell were talkin bout
Atticus or Etnies? atticus (( there is a curse to the etnie shoe bad things happene trust me beware))
Ashlee S. or Jessica S : jessica ashlee is a poser tho shes cute . . . . jessicas a dumb ass but can sing

*******RanDom!*******
fave band? many . . the used ??
hottest guy ever? my little secret . . but for celeb i have to say for a 40 year old man damn bad pitt looks fine
bitchiet person ever? prolly me or my mom or ms.casy theres a tie
embarassing moment? i got some thing at ummm . .my boyfriends house (( not that you need to no ))
whats ur gpa? average i guess alittle higher may b i dont really no ill tell you wen i find out
are your parents "proud"? no not till i find out what i want to do in life but no matter wut it is they will b proud then
what did u do for ur last birthday? ummm . . i turned 16 and i had a dance recital and my boyfriend . . .well no comment

********Opposite Sex*******
turn ons::: peircings confidence smart ass, sexy looks and have to have a good personality dont b afriad of me either lol be aggressive b-e agressive
turn offs: prick thinks hes too good for the hottest girl in school and bad teeth and hairy chest
hair style: either long and curly or short and curly or long and messy or just buzzed not too short no bald unless you look like vin desiel or the white guy from coach carter

Saturday, January 15, 2005

Sat, 15 Jan 2005 17:18:47 GMT

Ehhhhhh . . ... ... today is a day of wonderous splender. I am going to a bar with my father to watch football.................geeee im thrilled??? really i am. I really dont no wut to think wen i dont waatch foot ball the only time i watch it is wen there are 7000 ppl at my house watchin the superbowl. so i will b sittin in a bar, with nothing to do except chill with my two younger (( annoying )) brothers. Eating your typical bar food, burgers, chicken, and beer (( if im lucky )) the highlight of my day will probably b a middle aged guy thinkin im old enuff to b there ........ and have him try to talk to me. yayayayaya i love old guys!!!!! wutever then my night will consist of 5 chapters of long stupid useless chemistry (( got to study for mid terms if i want to get in to yale )) cough cough ne wayz so i need some thing to look forward to .......... thats why i will put mark from blink-182 in here to remind me that one day life will be that good.and i will hold my head up high like he is.

Friday, January 14, 2005

Fri, 14 Jan 2005 22:58:22 GMT

wut up homies here with my brother thomas, who also has a xanga site ill give you his later we are both new so we dont really no how to get it up ne wayz . . . . . lets start off by tellin you about my day mmmhmmmm. . . . today started off like ne other day a very hot hot first period with ms. thompson and a gay ass midterm review in every class. The next part of my day consitded (( cant speel by the way )) of mr kalach telling us he would go over words for the mid term and never did . And after spending 4 and 1-2 hours at ericas house to study all 70 of those terms and memorizing them , he then says to the class that he doesnt expect us to do that and that its impossible. I dont like being under estimated and being told i cant do some thing specially b cuz girls are already looked upon that was. But guys dotn worry im not a male hating feminist i love you guys but you look at us in the wrong light yes were small and care about personality and looks and can sometimes b bitchy and menstral but we can also b loving and caring and still a human being. like all last year my history teacher mr johnson telling us girls that ne guy in the school who was playin the same sport but only for guys would kick our ass ne day of the year. What the hell is that but wut ever. Considering im a girl who plays soccer soft ball basket ball dance cheerleading and swimming . . . . mmhmm that doesnt go over too smoothly. ne wayz with all this bull your prolly gettin the wrong im pression rite now. so ima go and ttyl peace outtie bitches

p.s these are pictures of sexy boys from sexy bands-