Currently Playing Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge By My Chemical Romance see related

ummm . . . . .  broken . . . . . i hate my life i hate every thing thats happening to me everything is goin wrong for no apperant reason . . . . he siad he loved me and then he went and did all these things he wasnt supposed to do b cuz he promised and yes i did some things wrong but i stopped . . . . i stopped all the bullshit i was just being bitter  and mean b cuz i was fed up with all the bull shit and everything you no . . . . . . i feel like there is nothing left and i no i can come back from this but  . . . . . may b there is no use you no whatever . . . . . . . i need to pick my self back up and i no whoever is readin this is prolly ummm . . . . weirded out or alil non sympathetic b cuz they dont no the story or they just dont care . . . heres some picks to help everyone feel better:

this is a really good movie

blue crush another good movie

a beautiful strong women

cathrine zeta jones when she was sexy  . . . she let herself go alil i think

sexy orlando bloom

brad pitt jennifer less. . . 40 and hott as hell

my chemical romance

well thats pretty much it for today b cuz ima go back to bed were i been all day and all nite lol mmmhmmm it only seems rite to b there all nite . . . . love sucks . . . . . . love me (( comment me ))

ok yesterday was a horrible day . . . . . my boyfriend/friend transferred to sacred heart the most horrible place he could ever go . . .i was so pissed and i was cryin . . . . nd i cant trust him and he says he cant trust me so i tried to call it off and he was arguing and yellin at me and he was like it cant b over and all this shit . . i dont understand why he wont let me go the kid has doen some horrible things to me and likes other peopel but wont let me go i love him to death and i would do ne thing for him so i figure if it was ment to b then we will just find eachother later in life or after high school you no . . . his family doenst liek me and i love him i dont no wut to do but it feels as if the whole world is fallin . . . . i dont . . . . im not really sure what ima do this weekend for the past couple weekends i been at partys so this weekened might end up with a movie or just me in bed layin around . . . idk well ne one got comments send them my way b cuz you pll are alil not chatty . . love me
heres a pic to make ya smile:

music:

mmhmmm today is valentines day and i got roses and a bear and candy and a video game but the coolest most romantic thing i got was a star in the sky . . . like in a walk to remeber . . . . i got a star certified to me and its well got my name and itwas born on the day that me and my ummm . . (( friend )) started goin out wen we were goin out . . . . lol isnt that cute lol i think so wut ever tho some pppl prolly think its corny but i deff dont do mhn . . . heres a sexy guy tho for fun to look at happy valentines day every one this is my gift:

mark looks really good here love the scrub look (( hint hint ))

but i feel bad cause there are only guys up here s here you go for the guys who look at the site lol sorry : heres a hott body for you guys

im goin to see these guys on march ninth (( hawthorne hieghts))

along with these guys (( sugar cult ))

mmhmm somemore bands i like:

gee my sexy travis in another band :

a.f.i.

my idol: body looks smile every thing :
no matter wut kinda hair no matter wut kinda clothes

even sweating with a dot on her head

o0o well ima go and let you ppl send some comments (( that would be me hinting to you to send some commenets my way ))

mmhmmmm. . . . dont you love it wen some one says one thing to some one and some thing else to another i love how the whole world works that way . . . . . this has happened in three incodents today . . . . . mmhmmm ya it feels really good to be played or lied to . but wutever b cuz at the rate my life is going right now with this hole living with my aunt situation and havin no money and no privliges . . . . ill prolly amount to nothing in the long run. wut ever tho who needs ne thing ne more . . . . when thew whole world is focused on the one person and not the whole!!! thats the way i see it . . . . you make friends you loose em you love ppl they treat you bad you tust some one they run there mouth . . . .  can you ever really win till your dead??i think not . . . . so i guess ill leave this entry off on a good note by askin if ne one has ne more music ideas and or if ne one really cares about this web log . .  . . wut ever heres some sex ppl too look at for a while.

alittle bit of incubus ne one??